So another post about my life I do apologise I'm not usually one to broadcast like this but I can't help it I'm drunk and its coming out...im on holiday and its not going well I really wanted this to be great and amazing and special but I feel hurt and let down and disgusting now...so many things have turned out wrong and its left me feeling a bit broken and completely unsure
So i’ve been away from Tumblr for a while, I was getting a bit sucked in and it was messing with my head slightly before so will try and view in moderation for now.
I guess I came back cause I don’t feel confident posting on my facebook anymore. Some of the people who comment and stuff can be really hurtful when they try and be funny.
I’m going on a bear holiday in a little over a week and I’m a little worried about how tubby I’ve gotten, tried to make a concerted effort at the gym but its tough without a partner. I also find myself kind of lost at the gym, just sort of wandering between the machines not knowing what i should be doing. Kind of feel like my confidence is gone and I don’t know what to do.
Sorry for all the crap in this post just needed somewhere to write it all down